Stress!!

Peace be upon you.

Straight to the point, I'm really stressed out today. I have been thinking about upcoming Intro Bio Exam next week that may be a killer to me although some my seniors said that it was easy if you read,understand and remember whatever Dr Pough taught. The case is,I hate to read books and I'm not good in memorizing. Plus, it makes me sick when I have to read that thick text book all over again. Hurm...

Then, I have Chemistry exam, also will be held on next week!!,,Joe is confusing me in his lecture. Sigh. And again. Study!! I need to score in chemistry because it is the only hope subject that I have. I'm bad in all other subject, BIO, WRITING.

Next week assignment. Lab report for chemistry!!,,thanx to Yu Ling because she's willing to be my partner. But, I still need to complete it because its due on next monday and I didn't do anything yet!!Daaaa

Lab report and notebook for bio. I don't want to comment!!,,LOTS,,TONS,,NUMEROUS,,UNCOUNTABLE!!!

Argument essay by Prof Mahar. The same problem I face since I was so tiny young. I'm bad in ENGLISH, I'm bad in WRITING and I"m bad in WHATEVER RELATED TO ENGLISH!!,,

All the mastering thingy with online quizes!!,,$!^%$#$^&%*!@*!!@*

Yeah. It is not for the first time I got stressed like this but this is the worst feeling that I ever get. Lots of other problems circling my mind. Money, works, sleep, entertaiment, winter, malaysia, family and etc.

The reality is, when all the things got messed up, I kinda lazy. I feel just like, just let go everything happens. Whatever.

I don't think I want to write more. It's sad to read, but much more painful to feel it.

I hope this thing gonna end soon although no one would read this blog anyway. (xde peminat)

Wassalam
over stressed (maybe)
shah.rizal