Maybe I'm not lucky enough....

I really wanna something
but I couldn't
because of circumstances
that cannot be avoided
amazingly
I have dreamed it
for a long of time
but it keeps saying 'no'
what does it mean?

maybe I should stop dreaming
think about capability
that I wouldn't get it
anyway

and maybe I'm not lucky enough
because I'm still not found
the four leaf clover

and don't be sad
because I know
that 'something'
is not fit with me

~iry~