"it hurts a lot"

they can be different today than yesterday

randomizing things whatever the heart to say
or waiting for someone to pay

makes me really got to delay
insisting them not to lay

since I'll be waiting at the bay

everyday

~iry~

i guess i feel alright

but it hurts
when i think
when i let it sink in
it's all over me

Dedicated special to you

I wish you GOOD LUCK in final exam..

GAMBAREYO

~iry~

Maybe I'm not lucky enough....

I really wanna something
but I couldn't
because of circumstances
that cannot be avoided
amazingly
I have dreamed it
for a long of time
but it keeps saying 'no'
what does it mean?

maybe I should stop dreaming
think about capability
that I wouldn't get it
anyway

and maybe I'm not lucky enough
because I'm still not found
the four leaf clover

and don't be sad
because I know
that 'something'
is not fit with me

~iry~

minna,,

Peace be upon with you,,

Just finished data exam,,which was kinda hard for multiple choice questions,,but it's okay,,
I'm very happy knowing other people happy story,,and
I'm sad when knowing something bad to others,,

At least I know of having life is wonderful isn't it?,,even I'm not the lucky guy among them,,
Hopefully I will get it someday,,

BTW, it hurts when people hate me. Sigh. I wish I could reverse the time and not doing what I have done now. But yet, I could not.

Erk,,lame post,,need to finish homework,,

Wassalam...

only you

In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful,,

Ya Allah,,
only you I ask for help,,
only you I ask for hope,,
only you I ask for bless,,
and only you I ask for forgiveness,,

Ya Allah,,
please keep me strong,,
because lately I face lots of problems,,
please forgive for all my sins,,
because I have done tons of bad things before,,
please keep your enemy to stay away from me,,
because lately they keep me to become so lazy,,

Ya Allah,,
thank you for your bless,,
because I never get sick since last year,,
thank you for your help,,
because I manage to control myself from doing something bad,,
thank you for your 'anything'
because that 'anything' keeps me stay a Muslim

Ya Allah,,
please forgive my parents' sins
my friend's sins
and all people's sins
because I know you will always forgive our sins

Ya Allah,,
only you I depend on,,
please keep me safe from anything,,
keep me strong to face exams and homework,,
and keep me always to remember you,,

Amin,,,

open heart

Peace be upon with you....

Sigh, it has been a long time since my last post. Lots of things happened, busy with studies and etc. Me??,,Alhamdulillah. I'm still in good condition, never get any flu or fever yet, although now is 'sick' season here. Somehow I feel very so grateful to Allah for my health body. =D.

Guess what??,,for this post,,I will write anything that is stored in my mind since last post.

People are hard to be judged. Even me, it's hard to think whether someone action is correct or not. So far as I remember, I have live for almost 20 years without any strong dependent to others. Since I entered boarding school, I realized I would face all challenges and obstacles all alone. I was freakin' out actually, but whenever I had problems, I would try to solve it as best as I could.

Gee...its remind me when I was 5 years in the boarding school, my parents would go there twice a year. First, early of the school year on January to send all the stuff , and second during the end of school academic for that year on November to pick my stuff again. For 2 weeks break or whatever break it is in the middle of school year, I would go back home by bus. And went back to school by bus too. I realized that, from it, I learn to be independent. BTW, I had never go back to home for weekend holiday. I mean 3 days at home. It was just wasting my money.

I like to watch people's behavior and analyze it. Because from there, i would become maturer mentally. Including myself, I would think of what people around me have done every night. It doesn't matter what they did to me or others. 'secare langsung or x langsung'. good or bad. relieving or hurting. I try my best to be the best. Satisfying everybody needs even somehow it hurts me. I try to be a kind and other good behavior and attitude. But somehow, there is, at least, one day I would become so moody. But it doesn't take a long time.

In my head right now, everybody makes mistake including me. When people don't like me, hate me, or did something bad to me, I just accept it with open heart. If people like me, I would be so grateful. I just don't want people to hate me. That's all.

Emotionally status: WHATEVER!!...pasrah..and things to do next...try to solve it....I am me..me is me..LOL..

Actually, I have been tagged by gman,,(sorry for the late G...)...here we go

"The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people."

I am

screwed

I really wanna go to

london

My favorite things are

Hoodies!!Jeans!!

My favorite drinks are

Strawberry smoothie!!!Water

My favorite foods are

Roti canainasi lemak

koko crunch

My favorite colors areblack

White

Red

I live and born in

Petaling jaya

I attendedSemesta


INTEC


RIT

My favorite movies areTRANSFORMERS!!!


TWILIGHT!!!!

My hobbies areReading

Surfing

Sigh,,at last,,then,,people I wanna tag

~barry~

~pao~

~jiji~

~mior~

~miem??~

~ecah momo~

~RITansssssssssss~

BYE2
Wassalam