so much things to tell

Assalamualaikum.

First of all, I just wanna say 'Hi' and 'Thanks' to all the readers. It has been such a long time I haven't updated my blog since 2 months ago I guess. But it doesn't really matter. So why am I writng this post? First, I'm a little bit free tonight and don't know what to do. Second, I'm bored and third, I just want to write something in English.

Winter quarter wasn't so bad for me even though my grade isn't that good. But I don't really care because it was my mistakes. Lots of things happened. Unification night, Cornell performance and others. I really enjoyed being enrolled in those activities. At least I can show myself as a 'useful' person and not the 'useless' one =)

Then I had a road-trip during a week break. OMG. It was so much fun especially meeting my friend from Michigan State University and Indiana-Bloomington University. They were awesome. I missed you guys so much. They showed me their universities and my first impression was they are much bigger and nicer compared to RIT @.@ I really like the castle-like buildings in Bloomington University. And I really enjoyed the Art Museum there. =) And one more thing, they have bigger 'green house'. Like seriously they as big as a whole field house in RIT. Again I was fascinated. Ahahaha, enough said. And SUNY Buffalo was awesome too! But I still love RIT though. =)

And I met Shereen! My best friend from MSU. She changed a lot. I mean a lot =) But I don't care. She is still Shereen that I know since we first met at Batu Jong Kuala Krai Kelantan. Thanks for presents.

Spring quarter. I take 15 credit hours.

Organic Chemistry III (Lecture and lab) - The new lecturer is Professor Tina Collison. I'm expecting she would be better than Dr. Smith. =) Need to concentrate more. (I used to be good in chemistry during high school =)

Intermediate Japanese II - No comment. Just 1 more class before I finish my minor in Japanese Language =)

Molecular Biology (Lecture and lab)- Just hope the best from Dr. D.

Analytical Chemical Separation (Lecture) - My seniors said it was an easy class. Idk but we will see. And I drop the lab because I don't think I could handle three labs in a week.

Eventually. MySA will have the biggest event ever from them this 5th week of the quarter called Malaysian week (I guess). And I will be participating mainly in dancing performances. Okay let me count. 4 dances. Indian dance, Sarawak dance, Asmaradana and Nirmala. Like seriously, they are really testing my stamina and skills. Eventhough I'm not good at dancing, I will try my best.

Lastly, Pray for me so I could finish this quarter with success. Amin.

p/s: the most exciting moment is, I will be going back to MALAYSIA peeps! AGAIN! For whole 3 MONTHS!! YEAY ME!!

Wassalam.

i hate u

i hate u,,even i know u will not ever read this,,i hate u,,arghh!!
curse u ***!! will not ever talk to u again..sigh..

memories

I slept at 9pm# woke up at 12am, then thought about the past till 2am.

And the best part was, I suddenly felt this kind so hard-to-explain-this-damn feeling.

Memories

I would say my almost whole life is useless. So many things have not been fully accomplished by me. Even worse, I just can't make them better. Such a loser. Sigh, if I could change the past, I would not feel so terrible right now.

Famous quote; the ship that will not sink forever is friendship. From my point of view, friend is someone that I know, and I could tell he/she is nice enough to talk about daily life matters. Yeah, I have lots of them back to my high school, INTEC, etc. Some of them are used to be my lets-do-things-together buddies and I appreciate them (a lot). I don't know if this situation just happens to me or anyone else, but somehow I lost contact with them when I moved to INTEC and then RIT.

I don't know if they still remember me or not but it makes me feel alone. Back to my high school, I was not a very popular student because I was not hot (kidding), but I have some good friends especially among girls. I admit it's good to be friends with girls with some reasons. Haha. But everything seems like so fuzzy, feels like, ok we stop being friends when we moved to a new place. Is it?

Yeah, I left comments to them via facebook, and I feel so sad when not many of them replied. I am so grateful when I still have some of them who are still contacting me till now. Thanks gman, syafiq, dem, azri and the gang. I really miss you all. Same things happen to my INTEC life, even it just 9 months. But I would not write anything about it because the story is almost the same.

What else? Yeah, I am a sinful person. Lots of things changed drastically since I moved to higher education institution. You all know I am an ex-badar and whatsoeverother positions in high school. Even though its not a big one, but still a sin right? Small matters even the slightest things I do, I just realized it now. How pathetic I am. Sigh.

Education problems. I'm getting lazier. Enough said. But I still survive though. @.@ . Erm, maybe not for this winter quarter. ORGO. ahhhhh. hahahahaha. killer subject. Not going to survive. >.< . Things that I always think right now. Graduate early, get a job, get the money, and live the way I want. And not forget, planning for 'cuti2 Malaysia' vacation this second half summer.

Hurm, I want to stop. Sleepy already. Sorry for the this long and notpoeticwhatever english I used. Sorry. My english is bad. Can't help. Not vocabrichtypepersontowriteswirlingsentenceswhatsoever. Mine is simple.

Till next time people. Appreciate you could survive reading this crap till now. Omedeto.. =)

sleepy and hungry

SHAH

today's story

Hari nie mmg fuck giler..aku x taw nape..Followings are the things happened today that made today is a f***king day

1. In japanese class. I dropped my pencil case 5 times..urgh!!!

2. I left my orgo textbook in the lab at 12.00 pm. I didn't realize until 1.30 pm. And what makes it even worse. I forgot where the hell did i put the textbook. I walked around all over the place in building 8 and SAU, met Asma (5 times y'all), almost an hour I spent just only to find the book. At last, during microb lab, I found that f***ing heavy book. Where? the place where gloves are placed. F**k 123456789x

3. I thought today's lab gonna be short and simple, but it was not. For whatever reason, the reagents were all f**king 'whatever'. Like seriously, i don't wanna say about that.

4. just calculated my allowance from the very first I got to the US. And what? I have already gotten my book's allowance twice. Meaning, I will not get the allowance until next year. OMG, how am I gonna get money to buy ticket going back to MALAYSIA???,,anyone wanna help me??..oh please..

5. I wanna study orgo. but apparently, the ACE ORGANIC homework was too difficult, and I'm straying away doing other stuff. F**k orgo test 3 on Friday. Whatever Dr. Smith..

sigh, ashita, ii nichi ni narimashitane!!!

shah iry

doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimatandarou....

feel so empty

fragile and quite

sigh...

wish u were here

sigh..

I have my friend....

Assalamualaikum,,

I have my friend....

who agreed with my fb status...

he said he also had the same 'studies' problem with me..

And I replied, 'bwk sabar je la,,bln oktober nie mmg byk dugaan'

LOL!!!

I have my friend.....

now studying at Jakarta,,medic student..

I asked, "mcm mane kat sane?,,ade rase gempa x?'

And he said, 'kat sini x rase ape2, kat padang kowt!!'

I felt so 'bodoh' coz the tragedy happened at padang, and not at jakarta,,

URGH!!!

I have my friend....

in Malaysia and just get his brand new iphone..

He asked me, "cane nak download app kat sini?"

I replied, "pegi jah kedai telepon, nanti die bg free jah"

He said, 'aku da pi kedai apple, die kate aku kene beli sendiri'

And I replied with, ''''@.@''''

I have my friend

'ym'ed me, 'party in the USA la'

and I shocked coz I was listening to that song at that time,

I replied, 'aku tgh dgr la nie, tp paparazzi lg best'

He said, 'paparazzi best tp video die mcm......................'

last2, I 'ym'ed him, 'aku suke video die, biar la....'

I have few friends

'gossip telling' time with lots of halal cheeseburgers,

hot2 issues were discussed,

and dang!!,,I said 4 minutes b4 class started (not mine),

and they replied, 'LAB JAH!!!'

I have my friend

actually my aunts and uncle!!

who are about the same age as me,,

adding my fb and asking my 'khabar' here,,

and I just, 'diam seribu bahase'....

And I have my friend,

'fb'ing me during class hours

he said, 'AIREE!!!!'

and I didn't reply at all

SORRY!!!!

Wassalam

If you know me, you will regret

I'm telling the truth,

Based on my past memory,

Since I was a little child,

Nothing so good to happen,

Just things cannot be more wierd.

-iry-